real talk

My name is Maggie
But if you really knew me you would know my real name is Margret, and I don't like it because it makes me sound like an old lady.

You'd know that I am deathly afraid of spiders
and vacuum my room before I go bed each night to make sure that there are none anywhere

if you really knew me you would know I have had senioritis since sophomore year
but lets be real who doesn't have

I have a fear of being tardy, sluffing, or missing school
thanks to Jenna I have sluffed once, and was a wreck the whole time

if you really knew me you would know I have germophobia
but my friends have found a way to accept me anyway

you would know that I could ice cream for breakfast, lunch and dinner
but I am lactose intolerant so I get sick every time I eat it

you would know that I love the outdoors
but I hate bugs, and sun burn easy

If you really knew me you would know that I have ADHD and can barley make it through a class
and that's one reason why I may have been a tourist some days

If you knew me you would know that my heart hides everything about me
and only one person has seen successfully saw parts of it

if you knew me, my friends mean everything to me
but family means more

If you knew me I really don't care what people thing
but words still do hurt sometimes

If you knew me...

White Elephant

Black out

this is me

Hey Guys,

I know I may not have had the best blog, but this blog has meant something to me. This blog has been my world. I am the girl who likes to hike, and find adventure in anything. I have a bad case of ADHD, and I am always tapping my feet in class. My red rain boots make me feel confident. And I could dance in the rain for hours. I really like to listen to music and mess around with my friends.

Christina is just a person who was brave enough to share some of my adventures, and favorite songs with you. She is the my confidence minus the rain boots. I hope you have enjoyed it because I sure have!



                                                                            Sincerely,
                                                                                Maggie Penn

Good songs to listen to

the heart

 From the very first second you stop running and your heart rate is faster then your thoughts, and for one second in time everything is clear. I am a strong believer that everyone's heart is different and mine , well it really likes to beat fast.
I've always been a quick person. Quick to learn, think, and say things. My Mom always told me to slow down. But my heart knows what it wants and it doesn't slow down for anyone or any thing. Un till the night I met him.
He taught me to stop and smell the roses. To enjoy the slow longboarding ride downs the canyon. The moment's right before the first kiss when the heart beats faster then it ever has before and the butterfly's in your stomach start going crazy.
When I was with him I didn't know a heart could beat so slow and calm. And after he would leave my heart beat faster then I could imagine. He is the reason my heart actually feels things now, and for that I am grateful yet wishing I still didn't feel anything at all.

Some one

Some people learn to forget. Others learn to forget what they learn the second they step one foot out the door. 
We always are forgetful to stop and admire the rain on the lonely roses. Loneliness cascades in cold darkness, we may not understand. Just the same as the sad song playing on the radio.
Often humans are afraid of the understanding of the unknown so we flea as much taboo subjects there are.
No one asks for my opinion so I try to forget the loneliness creeping into my degrading soul.
I am not sad. Not like I use to be. But I am not exactly happy. Especially with who I am.
Maybe that's how it is suppose to be 
Maybe that's how it's suppose to be
but let me tell you no one is forgotten
Not you. No anyone.